my thoughts are everywhere today. i suspect it has something to do with my trying to re-quit smoking.yeah, that's right.
i failed my first attempt this year and i'm pretty disappointed in myself.
...but, yes, i'm trying to re-quit and today is day 1.
i've already dealt with a handful of urges and have been diligently sipping water and slowly chewing raw almonds.
now, usually my best defense for not smoking is to eat healthy and exercise so i feel even worse if i have a cigarette...
the problem is that it's not working out so well today.
i had a doughnut and a brownie before noon...
and i actually became upset when i got to the last bite (yes, that's what the photo is of) of my sandwich for lunch...
i want to eat everything...
this doesn't help me...at all.
in other news, i had another bizarre dream last night about being in a spaceship.
...i also really like compressed air.
ok. back to work.
